To re-start a new life?

I still remember the small seat.
I still remember the small office.
I still remember the awkward location.
I still remember too many awkward feeling.
I still remember the 'humble' package.
Facing the toilet no? YES!
How 'mean' to your career life?

But this is the only chance;
or this is the last chance;
a chance to survive better than to rely on social security;

The ISO, REACH, RoHS, GCC, UL, ASTM, EU helpless, at least in the meantime;
The swim ring unexpectedly falls on Incoterms, ISBP, UPC600.

This is a Cultural Revolution.
It has crushed all your believe system developed for whole life.
Dump all your old thoughts and know-how.
Just a-Q and believe this is the new way to survive.

沒有下一頓的感覺來迎接；
要硬著頭皮來迎接，因為；
You are no longer a leading blue chip, dude,
Leaving behind is blue & cheap warrant, lad.

朝種樹 晚界板 的 管治

朱經武卸任贈言 不思長遠 必被超越
http://www.wenweipo.com [2009-08-27]

【本報訊】科技大學校長朱經武即將離港返美。臨別之際，他不忘發出忠言，指隨著內地近年奮起直追，香港未來的發展機會(Window of Opportunity)正不斷縮小，「以前內地對香港很恭敬，認為不依賴香港便不能發展；但現在它們已經冒起，態度也有了變化」，故敦促政府不應只依賴金融業搵快錢，也應重視發展高科技產業、堅持長線投資科研項目及加強兩地合作，否則長遠會被其他城巿超越。

中國有諺語云：執輸行頭，慘過敗家。Goldman Sachs CEO Lloyd Blankfein 都快快還清政府錢以便脫離監管，方便自己出高薪.有何不對？發了達還沒有品練，未發達說什么道德高地？改變德育心態快快，搵快錢罷。

執輸行頭，慘過敗家。社會扭曲啦，堅持不了啊，遲點國內人笑你貧，你啊，比娼還賤。。

還是輸 - 陳水扁 馬英九

好人，客客氣氣，謙謙君子，能力不棣。遺害庶民。
馬英九，董建華，simon，franki。自己無著數又幫唔到群眾。

貪人，到處點火，領導風范，能力頂點。遺害大眾。
陳水扁，曾蔭權，BG，IY, KL。自己攞著數又扮幫群眾。
五十步笑一百步。

你還會做好人嗎？能力高 跟 態度好 是沒關 的。
還是放棄做好人吧 - 還記得無心的發點小脾氣， 這個抹臺姐姐就不過來騷擾，換來片刻的寧靜進食空間。

做人不可過分正直，免矯枉過正。要有智慧，化解阻力，先達目標。
馬仔 - 不要辭職， 點錯都要坐暖櫈仔。死人？關馬嘜事？
第二個做都會同樣風災死人發生。正如任總都無需為迷債負責。
寧可我負天下人，不可整天下負我。殺！！

When the government senior official saying that salary cut is constitutionally unfair and depriving civil servants' right, how about the private companies guys?? REVENGE TO THE RIGHTEOUSNESS. However they are right for their own rights. You damn suck guys please just keep clean the floor, wash your toilets.

繁文縟節 - 顧累太多

初生之犢不畏虎。初出茅廬不懂怕。

無有識死，這就是年輕的一份珍貴的勇氣。
2大箱樣品帶過關，你知道要報關嗎？會罰款嗎？
年輕時根本從來沒有這些想過，就是沒想，所以做了，
也就好彩做對了。這就是'盲'拳打死老師傅。

'萬法唯心造' - 不敢走過安全鱷魚橋。
98%的癌病都是嚇死的，只有2%是天要他走的。

就是學得太多，顧累太多，反而室步了。
還是別想得太多的往前跑吧！
亂跑可能更找不到出口？？？
最重要還有氣力去跑東跑西。

Keep awake keep abreast keep endeavour

Life is no more than luck, agility, resilience, perseverance.
Very simple, just want a job to sustain living.

Undertand the period of jobless is really tough and long. Losing patience, confidence will crunch all your remaining guts and pride.

Though, still need to live, still need to walk along the unfinished road.
I've started another blog so i can share my idea with my son in other way.
I've started another blog so i can tell my son the correct way he should walk & attempt.
My life - no Correct & Firm goal setting during childhood.
My walk is not solid. My step is wobble.

After failing in interview again, I sort out the deficiency. I am conquered. I need time to recover before I go to battlefield again. Again, no guarantee to win, but guarantee no die. Even die, I want to be 'beautifully died'. 勝敗乃兵家常事，失敗乃兵家常事， 越官殺之年越動蕩！沉住氣找改變..

Fantastic Susan Boyle' - 1

his is a comic lady, lovely but little tiger
Susan Boyle 初賽片段

歌曲 I Dreamed A Dream
There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time then it all went wrong
【曾幾何時發生的事跟我價值觀完完全全的顛倒】

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
【時光流逝中發了一個夢】
When hope was high and life worth living
【當時志氣高昂，生活愜意】
I dreamed that love would never die 【我夢到想 愛 永不死】
I dreamed that God would be forgiving 【我夢到 神 是寬恕的】

Then I was young and unafraid 【我 初生之犢 無所畏懼】
When dreams were made and used and wasted 【夢醒 夢完】
There was no ransom to be paid
【贖金不用付 (沒人逼我發夢。)】
No song unsung, no wine untasted
【歌唱過了，酒也喝過了(什么未試呢？)】

But the tigers come at night 【夜深老虎(厄運)來臨】
With their voices soft as thunder【細聲咆吼】
As they tear your hopes apart 【把你希望截破】
As they turn your dream to shame【把你夢想變成噩耗】

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dreamed he'd come to me 【依然夢見厄運已到來】
That we will live the years together 【還會和我共處一段光景】
But there are dreams that cannot be 【但仍有不想發生的事】
And there are storms we cannot weather 【仍有受不了的暴風雨】

I had a dream my life would be 【我夢想的生活是：】
So different from this hell I'm living 【跟我煉獄般的生活很不一樣】
So different now from what it seemed 【跟現在的景象很不一樣】
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed. 【現實的生活把我夢想截破。】

'範'tastic 的 Susan Boyle' - 2

Susan Boyle 準決賽片段 你會感受到她積極人生的精神。

Susan Boyle 唱出歌詞如下:

Memory

Midnight. Not a sound from the pavement.
【夜深，小路一點聲音也沒有】
Has the moon lost her memory. She is smiling alone.
【為何月亮像失憶地寂寞的嘻笑】
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
【路燈下落葉聚滿我腳旁】
And the wind begins to moan.
【風開始蕭蕭地埋怨】

Every street lamps seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
【當每支街燈開始閃起著宿命的警號】
Someone mutters and a streetlamp gutters
【路人喁喁細語， 街燈熄滅】
and soon it will be morninG 【(其實) 不久晨早將至】

Daylight - I must wait for the sunrise.
【晨光， 我一定要等到日出】
I must think of a new life. And I mustn't give in.
【我一定要夢想新生活，不可隨意讓步妥協】
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too.
【只要黎明到來，今晚的黑暗便成記憶】
And a new day will begin. 【新的一天便會開始】

Touch me - it's so easy to leave me.
All alone with the memory of my days in the sun.
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is.
Look a new day has begun. [看！新的一天已經開始】

幾惡劣的光景總的會過去，
雖不知長短，但咬緊牙關，雨總的會過，天總會放晴，
I am really looking for a chance to say 'oh my god' with a thankful mood...

用心活一次 - 要知進知退

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9ZoKZcf9o4
一首上世紀（1987）的好歌，林憶蓮，精錄佳句如下：-

“生存即使得一次，
要后退要后悔不可以，
是成敗也好，
誰能預知際遇？
只好用心活一次。”

時代巨輪不會停，就算最惡劣的境地也要從中學習，用心活一次。。
也就是說：不煙不酒不賭，愛家愛人自愛不足以構成成功， 學養學問學歷友善也不一定有上天眷顧。
話雖如此，仍然要在有生之年，可以的話， 還是 - 用心活一次。

尋找生命哲學 - 神明之心

韓大夫是一位非常有心的導師 - 有心，有內涵。

他提出 - 以大自然為本，非以人為本。
他提出 - "聚寶盆“的概念 - 分享財庫沒本事， 分享資訊卻會越來越多。
"有人有宗無教， 有人有教無宗”。
"人法道，道法天，天法自然。“ 所以要尊重大自然。

只要你找到神明之心，工作，朋友，生意都不會煩惱，可以順暢去談。
不過 - 我先要找到穩定工作， 才有資格，有平臺繼續尋找 神明之心。

命運會刻意訓練你身手，
但勤勞是你的好朋友。勤炒股，工作，照顧家人，關懷，進修。。。。

Who stir it up?

I still remember that months ago i am full of unrest. i am urgent in finding a job but as the more letters i sent out, the more non-response i get. Seems i am the trouble maker, if i don't start stirring up the ripples. Time has passed. Whether the job chooses me, it not up to me. I just try to dedicate to where my passion is. Now my mind is a bit settled. Though the core problem is still rooted, I am not as desperate as months before.

Balance of soul is that - If you choose to accept and love yourself, then you can do something good to the universe, and in turn, it will feed you (back) in a positive, constructive way.... Hope this +ve feeling rolling along..