Friday, March 30, 2007

沒有回音的求職

如果是寫信找工, 三個月都沒回音, 連面試的也沒通知, 你的心情怎樣?
突然之間我明白, 要解決憂鬱, 必須要找到工作, 要是找到了, 就不藥而癒.
突然之間我的心情變得這麼差,
我在想: 是不是家庭排列的影響?
徐步高事件? 耳塞?
有些時候, 必須先要聞到棺材香, 不然的話死掉都沒時間把自己葬,
今天這個氣氛, 他的板面, 他倆跑到別處, 令我想LT最後的一個月, 其實你不得不走. 因為所有的東西都在撤退.
世界還會個機會我嗎? 如運氣沒到, 告訴我好不好?????/
走了以後能不能闖出新天地, 那就要看你自己的本事..可能是好, 可能是糟糕..
看吧. 我還有多少能量?

家庭排列

這個使用中文寫的第一篇..
發覺這MS的新注音輸入法真得很棒!
只要你的普通話漢語拼音行的話, 你就橫快打到你要的字.

我真的沒有興趣知道我上一代的事, 為什麼要我知道他們的事實後才能解決我心裡的死結?
這是否家庭排列的缺點?
現在, 人大了, 信心沒有了, 下一步也不知道像走什麼路.
以前的我在那哩? 為什麼已回到工作崗位就變得怪怪的, 抽離的?

RM 的傷害太大了, 想在不論是什麼人,我都會很大的戒心. 愛心是很有用, 但我不肯定是否可以用這個來用於工作上面,
我是誰? 我在那裡? 我應該往那你走? 請給我一個指示, 我實在太累了. 我已經不可以在承擔任何的打擊.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

Slam at both side

388 HKEX is a good and quality stock. However the February end and March 07 slump forces was so strong that everybody, including me escape. Right now this is the 2nd day rebound and the annual report shows that it is a good stock again. So, such a roller coaster is not easy to ride. One need to maximise the profit, EQ and calmness is important. Good thing is that, the feeling from profit to loss, is not too bad.

Monday, March 5, 2007

Layoff - at mid-life

Again, this is the 3rd week battle, still no response. None of them!
When receiving news of mass layoff of former-CityU-present-Scope staff, I have a very bad feeling. So far the headmaster is entitling to have a grand farewell dinner at Intercontinental Hotel, while all the former CityU staff have a fierce and relentless cut from the embryonic relationship. The world always comes to be prey and predator relationship. How can you be kind, gentle and thoughtful in your workplace?? If you don’t climb up or fall in the mid-way, you will be either be eaten or continuously be deprived. Take care, dude.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

1st week job hunting

I understand them well. After writing, reading, styling lots of application letter but with mere and no response, this is a pretty hard feeling. This is the 2nd week battle.
Local busy magazines no longer satisfy my reading appetite. The career ladder of success has been broken when you climbing in the mid way. Now you are falling off to the floor, you don't mind to climb up again but the fact is the ladder is not available!!
Father, is it your case? But at least I have never quitted my will and never spent my life in deliberate delinquency!!"