any mistakes make big?

Fools you are who say you like to learn from your mistakes. I prefer to learn from the mistakes of others, and avoid the cost of my own.

Otto von Bismarck

Not mistake that partner worker use the working hour to fill himself up in all aspect. Sometimes we need not to be so serious in the quantity of work that have been done. Rather, retain some time to learn something more and upgrade oneself is far more important.

痛症 - 心理還是生理

痛症本來就很苦 - 長期的折磨,久而久之, 它就會轉化為有條件反射, 我試過了…

在背包上的500毫升的水 - 對我來講太重了， 它我的背弄得疼疼的。.

有一次看到他人手上的一瓶水, 滿滿的, 我的背，突然馬上疼痛起來, 由上而下….,

當我尋找一個更有意義的工作時候, 其實我也很擔心, 是否可以找到一份穩定的工作...

現在沒有多餘的時間去找, 也沒有多餘的時間去準備.

還好, 還有一個信念 – 搞好情緒, 不被影響， 從新上路。

成功太多 - 條件反射地過分自信而不自謙；（妄言人定勝天）

失敗太多 - 條件反射地過分自卑而不自信。 （妄言福禍攸天）

保重。。

Detox the body, mind and soul

Way to detox is not that easy - this is about many things that you are unable to build up a clear list within 1 day. Here is my do-list :-

STRENGTHEN PHYSICAL BODY - by jogging and yoga (mid-strength exercise)
DETOX THE MIND - relaxation musics, meditation, hypnosis, NLP-type neuro-mind reprogramming.
DETOX THE BODY - stop eating a day per 2 weeks to let digestive system and liver have a rest.
DETOX THE SOUL - continue exploration of healthy books, news, podcasts, etc.,
STRENGTHEN THE MIND and SOUL - still seeking... (Religion? Meaningful career? Life goal?)

Lastly, the biggest enemies at all is - time and financial security.
When can I get these 2 issues overcome??

Who stir it up?

I still remember that months ago i am full of unrest. i am urgent in finding a job but as the more letters i sent out, the more non-response i get. Seems i am the trouble maker, if i don't start stirring up the ripples. Time has passed. Whether the job chooses me, it not up to me. I just try to dedicate to where my passion is. Now my mind is a bit settled. Though the core problem is still rooted, I am not as desperate as months before.

Balance of soul is that - If you choose to accept and love yourself, then you can do something good to the universe, and in turn, it will feed you (back) in a positive, constructive way.... Hope this +ve feeling rolling along..

沒有回音的求職

如果是寫信找工, 三個月都沒回音, 連面試的也沒通知, 你的心情怎樣?
突然之間我明白, 要解決憂鬱, 必須要找到工作, 要是找到了, 就不藥而癒.
突然之間我的心情變得這麼差,
我在想: 是不是家庭排列的影響? 徐步高事件? 耳塞?
有些時候, 必須先要聞到棺材香, 不然的話死掉都沒時間把自己葬,
今天這個氣氛, 他的板面, 他倆跑到別處, 令我想LT最後的一個月, 其實你不得不走. 因為所有的東西都在撤退.
世界還會個機會我嗎? 如運氣沒到, 告訴我好不好?????/
走了以後能不能闖出新天地, 那就要看你自己的本事..可能是好, 可能是糟糕..
看吧. 我還有多少能量?

家庭排列

這個使用中文寫的第一篇..
發覺這MS的新注音輸入法真得很棒!
只要你的普通話漢語拼音行的話, 你就橫快打到你要的字.

我真的沒有興趣知道我上一代的事, 為什麼要我知道他們的事實後才能解決我心裡的死結?
這是否家庭排列的缺點?
現在, 人大了, 信心沒有了, 下一步也不知道像走什麼路.
以前的我在那哩? 為什麼已回到工作崗位就變得怪怪的, 抽離的?
RM 的傷害太大了, 想在不論是什麼人,我都會很大的戒心. 愛心是很有用, 但我不肯定是否可以用這個來用於工作上面,
我是誰? 我在那裡? 我應該往那你走? 請給我一個指示, 我實在太累了. 我已經不可以在承擔任何的打擊.

Slam at both side

388 HKEX is a good and quality stock. However the February end and March 07 slump forces was so strong that everybody, including me escape. Right now this is the 2nd day rebound and the annual report shows that it is a good stock again. So, such a roller coaster is not easy to ride. One need to maximise the profit, EQ and calmness is important. Good thing is that, the feeling from profit to loss, is not too bad.

Layoff - at mid-life

Again, this is the 3rd week battle, still no response. None of them!
When receiving news of mass layoff of former-CityU-present-Scope staff, I have a very bad feeling. So far the headmaster is entitling to have a grand farewell dinner at Intercontinental Hotel, while all the former CityU staff have a fierce and relentless cut from the embryonic relationship. The world always comes to be prey and predator relationship. How can you be kind, gentle and thoughtful in your workplace?? If you don’t climb up or fall in the mid-way, you will be either be eaten or continuously be deprived. Take care, dude.

1st week job hunting

I understand them well. After writing, reading, styling lots of application letter but with mere and no response, this is a pretty hard feeling. This is the 2nd week battle.

Local busy magazines no longer satisfy my reading appetite. The career ladder of success has been broken when you climbing in the mid way. Now you are falling off to the floor, you don't mind to climb up again but the fact is the ladder is not available!!

Father, is it your case? But at least I have never quitted my will and never spent my life in deliberate delinquency!!"