To re-start a new life?

I still remember the small seat.
I still remember the small office.
I still remember the awkward location.
I still remember too many awkward feeling.
I still remember the 'humble' package.
Facing the toilet no? YES!
How 'mean' to your career life?

But this is the only chance;
or this is the last chance;
a chance to survive better than to rely on social security;

The ISO, REACH, RoHS, GCC, UL, ASTM, EU helpless, at least in the meantime;
The swim ring unexpectedly falls on Incoterms, ISBP, UPC600.

This is a Cultural Revolution.
It has crushed all your believe system developed for whole life.
Dump all your old thoughts and know-how.
Just a-Q and believe this is the new way to survive.

沒有下一頓的感覺來迎接；
要硬著頭皮來迎接，因為；
You are no longer a leading blue chip, dude,
Leaving behind is blue & cheap warrant, lad.

還是輸 - 陳水扁 馬英九

好人，客客氣氣，謙謙君子，能力不棣。遺害庶民。
馬英九，董建華，simon，franki。自己無著數又幫唔到群眾。

貪人，到處點火，領導風范，能力頂點。遺害大眾。
陳水扁，曾蔭權，BG，IY, KL。自己攞著數又扮幫群眾。
五十步笑一百步。

你還會做好人嗎？能力高 跟 態度好 是沒關 的。
還是放棄做好人吧 - 還記得無心的發點小脾氣， 這個抹臺姐姐就不過來騷擾，換來片刻的寧靜進食空間。

做人不可過分正直，免矯枉過正。要有智慧，化解阻力，先達目標。
馬仔 - 不要辭職， 點錯都要坐暖櫈仔。死人？關馬嘜事？
第二個做都會同樣風災死人發生。正如任總都無需為迷債負責。
寧可我負天下人，不可整天下負我。殺！！

When the government senior official saying that salary cut is constitutionally unfair and depriving civil servants' right, how about the private companies guys?? REVENGE TO THE RIGHTEOUSNESS. However they are right for their own rights. You damn suck guys please just keep clean the floor, wash your toilets.

Pansy Ho interview

Pansy Ho interview. She is so right.

"I’m a tough person. If bad things happen, I usually recover overnight. " yes - tough is good. Too soft to them will make them too tough to me. To the boss, we should be euphemistically tough.

"Confidence will keep you on top of everything. No one is doomed to failure. Just use your last breath to fight until the very end." yes - but someone is destined to be no chance to be out of failure.

"The biggest challenge for Hong Kong is we don’t have any new industries. We used to be the gateway to China, but now the mainland has its place in the international community. What will we live on in the future?" yes - I don't see the SME has a easy breath these 10 years.

Try to focus and magnify on +ve side. Neglect the -ve side. That's always the NLP way to see things. Don't hover those -ve experience in your mind. BARK out the confident things you've acheived to somebody. keep BARK BARK BARK.

Idols of the years, HK - 淋水輪，神棍聰

林水輪 - is he really the guy really worth that big sum of reward?
Someone claims he is no different from a sound recorder?
Tax payer so sorry you don't find any fault from me to buff me out.

神棍聰 - know nothing about astrology, but many desperate guys believe him without a damn doubt.
國王的新衣。
Simply speaking, he is a liar and a blow water master. He ruins those who make decent money from Feng Shui. Also, he is a FS master - a Fool Sweet master - a master who fool the fool with sweety words.

Bear in mind - they are being scolded by the public, but it doesn't matter. As long as they can make money in a non-illegal (note: Non-Illegal, not legal) way, they are good, good in EQ. You poor guy has no right to comment on my attractive sum of reward.. ok?

韋小寶 - you are out, obsolete.....

Keep awake keep abreast keep endeavour

Life is no more than luck, agility, resilience, perseverance.
Very simple, just want a job to sustain living.

Undertand the period of jobless is really tough and long. Losing patience, confidence will crunch all your remaining guts and pride.

Though, still need to live, still need to walk along the unfinished road.
I've started another blog so i can share my idea with my son in other way.
I've started another blog so i can tell my son the correct way he should walk & attempt.
My life - no Correct & Firm goal setting during childhood.
My walk is not solid. My step is wobble.

After failing in interview again, I sort out the deficiency. I am conquered. I need time to recover before I go to battlefield again. Again, no guarantee to win, but guarantee no die. Even die, I want to be 'beautifully died'. 勝敗乃兵家常事，失敗乃兵家常事， 越官殺之年越動蕩！沉住氣找改變..

'範'tastic 的 Susan Boyle' - 2

Susan Boyle 準決賽片段 你會感受到她積極人生的精神。

Susan Boyle 唱出歌詞如下:

Memory

Midnight. Not a sound from the pavement.
【夜深，小路一點聲音也沒有】
Has the moon lost her memory. She is smiling alone.
【為何月亮像失憶地寂寞的嘻笑】
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
【路燈下落葉聚滿我腳旁】
And the wind begins to moan.
【風開始蕭蕭地埋怨】

Every street lamps seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
【當每支街燈開始閃起著宿命的警號】
Someone mutters and a streetlamp gutters
【路人喁喁細語， 街燈熄滅】
and soon it will be morninG 【(其實) 不久晨早將至】

Daylight - I must wait for the sunrise.
【晨光， 我一定要等到日出】
I must think of a new life. And I mustn't give in.
【我一定要夢想新生活，不可隨意讓步妥協】
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too.
【只要黎明到來，今晚的黑暗便成記憶】
And a new day will begin. 【新的一天便會開始】

Touch me - it's so easy to leave me.
All alone with the memory of my days in the sun.
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is.
Look a new day has begun. [看！新的一天已經開始】

幾惡劣的光景總的會過去，
雖不知長短，但咬緊牙關，雨總的會過，天總會放晴，
I am really looking for a chance to say 'oh my god' with a thankful mood...

End Of P3 - 'the worse has yet to come'.

5 months time - thought that this is a good stepping stone to shift the nature from engineering to merchandising, from China to HK base, from not knowing how to do to familiarizing the routine. However, these months being blamed every minute everyday. But the even biggest change is - poker face you will never catch why such a change.

Thanks gut that now I understand the meaning of
- the worse has yet to come;
- in the forest one must wear mask physically & mentally to keep yourself save.
Thanks for my saving glut, which allows me to live decently for few more months....

Maybe, try to learn from Zappro, always embrace change and be inspirational and passionate to every situation, no matter good or bad.

1st week job hunting

I understand them well. After writing, reading, styling lots of application letter but with mere and no response, this is a pretty hard feeling. This is the 2nd week battle.

Local busy magazines no longer satisfy my reading appetite. The career ladder of success has been broken when you climbing in the mid way. Now you are falling off to the floor, you don't mind to climb up again but the fact is the ladder is not available!!

Father, is it your case? But at least I have never quitted my will and never spent my life in deliberate delinquency!!"